Experiencing Who He Is

Sunlight breaking through heavy cloud over a mountain ridge at dawn

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He does not give a lecture. He does not preach a sermon. He shows them who He is. The real difference is between those who have experienced this Presence and those who have not.
— Fr. Julián Carrón, homily for the Feast of the Transfiguration, Marina di Grosseto, August 6, 2026
Julián Carrón He lets three friends experience who he is

Julián Carrón - On Tabor Jesus gives no lecture: He lets three friends experience who He is

How does Jesus reveal Himself? He reveals Himself, as we heard in the Gospel, by letting the disciples experience His person and His nature. He does not give a lecture. He does not preach a sermon. He shows them who He is.

They had already seen many signs. When they went to the synagogue, they saw the difference between Him and the scribes. Everyone read the same Old Testament Scriptures, but when He spoke there was no comparison: "He teaches as one who has authority and not as the scribes" (cf. Mk 1:22). When He forgave sins, when He turned that penetrating gaze on people's lives — a gaze that revealed who they truly were and made each person feel embraced to the very core — everyone was amazed, so much so that they asked themselves, "Who is this man?" Every time it was a challenge, because they could not help recognizing His uniqueness in the ordinary course of life. And so, as they watched Him act, listened to Him, and saw the way He looked at them, the awareness grew ever stronger that there was something unique about that man. They did not know exactly what made Him different, but they had an intuition: it was what they had seen in the prophets of the Old Testament, because in their experience that was the closest comparison to what struck them about His person. But He was on another level. There was a leap.

At a certain point Jesus wanted to share the mystery of His person with some of them, as we heard in today's Gospel. He showed them His glory; He made His truth shine out before them, because glory is "the splendor of the true." He did it so that they might truly understand Him in their own experience — in that moment of being speechless, in that moment of being so utterly astounded that they would say, "Let us make three tents, because being with You makes everything different. You are the Presence that makes everything new. Being with You makes me truly myself! Everything else is too little."

So Jesus' entire effort goes into helping them understand what kind of Presence He is. Because without this, they would have seen the miracles and all those signs, they would have heard those beautiful words that already contained everything within them… words in front of which an attentive observer could not stop at mere appearances — they would carry him further! Yet so often we stay on the surface; we stop there. That is why, at a certain point, Jesus wants to reveal what those signs point to. Where do they come from? What kind of otherness do they come from? And He shows them His radiant person.

Our entire Christian life, like that of the disciples, depends on how much we grow in this awareness. Because if we stop at the signs and never let them point us toward that ultimate otherness, that ultimate mystery, then all these things — beautiful as they are, great as they are, different as they are — are not enough. We see this in the disciples: after witnessing the multiplication of the loaves, they forget about the bread and argue among themselves as if they had seen nothing. And so it goes with us, so often. When life puts us to the test, it is as if we saw ourselves as alone — like stray dogs — instead of taking it as a chance to realize what a great grace it is that He is with us! That He is here! That there is One who can embrace our entire humanity and bring it to our awareness. Only the divine makes us this aware of who we are, only the divine helps us grasp our greatness, because only He is capable of bringing it to fulfillment.

For this reason, the test of life's journey is whether we become more and more aware of who He is, of His presence, of His uniqueness. Otherwise it would be nothing but a fairy tale, "a mere name." The disciples, even as they stumble — as we so often do — see Him come back time and again to introduce them to the mystery of His person. This is not a figment of our imagination, it is not an invention, it is not self-delusion! But could you have imagined anything like what we heard in today's Gospel? With all our imagination, with all our creativity — no. Only in front of a fact does a person surrender. That is why, if we do not experience it, we will not be convinced.

Peter, instead, as we saw in the second reading, says: "We have made known to you [we have communicated to you] the power and the coming of our Lord, not because we followed cleverly devised myths, but because we were eyewitnesses of His majesty." If we are not eyewitnesses of His majesty, we can repeat things, make many gestures, get used to saying His name — but it is not the same.

That is why each of us has to look and ask: "Through everything that happens, everything I take part in, the way He makes Himself present, the way He knocks on my door, the way He surprises me with His uniqueness — am I growing in this awareness that I am not alone in my powerlessness, that I am not alone in my efforts, that I have received a grace, that in this fragility and in this pain I have met Him? And that I cannot help recognizing Him, whatever the circumstance and whatever challenge I have to face?" Because this is precisely where the difference lies: between those who have seen and those who have not. Not between those who are better and those who are worse — that is nothing, those are human measures. The real difference is between those who have experienced this Presence and those who have not.


And, like Peter, a person faces it head-on. He does not make speeches; he shows the power of this Presence. As happened earlier: a friend calls one of us with tragic news — another friend has cancer — and he cannot help looking at that reality with His presence in his eyes. Because even cancer, seen with His presence in one's eyes… How would Peter, James, and John have looked at it if, as they were coming down from the mountain, a friend had arrived and said, "My son has cancer"? How would they have reacted, after seeing what they had just seen? That is where we find out whether Christ is a Presence for us or a fairy tale.

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Julián Carrón

Julián Carrón, born in 1950 in Spain, is a Catholic priest and theologian. Ordained in 1975, he obtained a degree in Theology from Comillas Pontifical University. Carrón has held professorships at prestigious institutions, including the Catholic University of the Sacred Heart in Milan. In 2004, he moved to Milan at the request of Fr. Luigi Giussani, founder of Communion and Liberation. Following Giussani's death in 2005, Carrón became President of the Fraternity of Communion and Liberation, a position he held until 2021. Known for his work on Gospel historicity, Carrón has published extensively and participated in Church synods, meeting with both Pope Benedict XVI and Pope Francis.

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