He Loved Them to the Very End

The Eucharist is Him who remains. Him who does not leave. Him who finds a way to be ever present with each of us.
— Julián Carrón
He Loved Them to the Very End
Julián Carrón

Julián Carrón, Holy Thursday 2026

“He loved them to the very end.” This is the key to everything that is about to happen this evening.

Jesus knows. He knows what awaits him; he knows that his hour has come; he knows that he is about to pass from this world to the Father. And yet, at this very moment—when it would be perfectly understandable to be consumed by his own concerns—the only thing that prevails in his heart is love for his own. For us. To the very end. Without measure, without reserve, without limit.

Tonight Jesus leaves us something. But he could not leave us a mere memory, a teaching, or even a commandment. He knew well that it would not be enough. He knows our fragility, our distraction, our tendency to forget. He knows that we cannot love as he has loved us unless he himself is present in us, with us, for us.

And so he performs a gesture of unique genius. He takes the bread, breaks it, and says: “This is my body, which is for you.” He takes the cup and says: “This cup is the new covenant in my blood.” And then he adds: “Do this in memory of me.” Not an empty ritual. Not a devout remembrance of the past. A Presence. Real, living, permanent. Jesus could not have left us a greater gift than himself. The Eucharist is exactly this: him who remains. Him who does not leave. Him who finds a way to be ever present with each of us, in every moment of our lives.

He knows that what we need is his Presence. He became flesh to help us understand what life in his company is like. Only his Presence can satisfy our longing for fulfillment. Only He can give flavor to the time of our lives, fill our hearts with a warmth that nothing else can give. What would a morning be without his Presence?

This is what the Presence of Jesus means for each of us. Every morning, every moment of solitude, every mistake, every weariness—there is a face to seek. There is a Presence capable of filling all the emptiness with which we were created, because we were created precisely with that space so that He could fill it. That evening, he wanted to convince his disciples that they were not left alone with their helplessness. “I will not leave you as orphans.” How much tenderness there is in these words. Jesus had already entered into our loneliness. He knew what we feel when everything around us falls short of our deepest thirst. And he wanted to answer us.

Yet how many days pass without us even missing him. Without a glimmer of longing. Without our consciousness being touched by this Presence offered to us. We often live as orphans—not because he has abandoned us, but because everything else seems more interesting than him. But when his Presence is unfamiliar, when it has not entered our self-awareness as the truest and most real fact of our lives, then complaints about loneliness, aridity, and the flatness of existence become inevitable. We are missing something and no longer know what it is. We seek elsewhere what is already here.

The invitation to repeat this gesture arises from this awareness. It is not merely a liturgical obligation. It is an educational gesture, repeated over time, so that his Presence may become ever more familiar to us—until it becomes part of how we wake up in the morning, how we face the unexpected, how we relate to others. “Whenever you eat this bread and drink from the cup, you proclaim the Lord’s death until he comes.”

There is no more powerful gesture of friendship. “I no longer call you servants, but friends.” We are here this evening to experience anew his passion for each of us. So that, in experiencing it anew, the desire for him may be reawakened in us.

Only those who live immersed in this love can then overflow with it toward others. It is not a moral capacity of ours; it is not an effort of the will. It is the overflowing of a gift received. The love with which we will be able to love our brothers and sisters will never be our own—it will be his, passing through us. Tonight, let us allow ourselves to be carried away by him. Let the anxiety with which he lived this Last Supper—that urgency of one who wants at all costs to communicate something decisive before leaving—reach our hearts. He has remained. He is here. Present. The most present of every moment.

* Unrevised notes by the author, edited by the editorial team at Epochal Change.

Julián Carrón

Julián Carrón, born in 1950 in Spain, is a Catholic priest and theologian. Ordained in 1975, he obtained a degree in Theology from Comillas Pontifical University. Carrón has held professorships at prestigious institutions, including the Catholic University of the Sacred Heart in Milan. In 2004, he moved to Milan at the request of Fr. Luigi Giussani, founder of Communion and Liberation. Following Giussani's death in 2005, Carrón became President of the Fraternity of Communion and Liberation, a position he held until 2021. Known for his work on Gospel historicity, Carrón has published extensively and participated in Church synods, meeting with both Pope Benedict XVI and Pope Francis.

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