Not Settling for Less

Sepia silhouette of a young man walking barefoot along a riverbank ridge, with misty mountains and a bridge beyond.

A Young Man at the Water's Edge - "What did he see, what did he experience, to be so free, so fulfilled, that he could give everything?" — Fr. Julián Carrón

“Only such fullness can draw us in so deeply that we don’t want to lose it. Not because we have to sacrifice something, but because the real sacrifice would be to lose it!”
— Julián Carrón
Julián Carrón Not settling for less

Julián Carrón - A young monk gives his entire life to Christ. What could he have seen?

It is truly wonderful to take part in a gesture like the one we are celebrating, where we see a person—a young man—so "captivated" that he can decide to give his life, his entire life, to Christ. What did he see, what did he experience, to be so free, so fulfilled, that he could give everything? Everything. Everything. It's one thing to read about it in texts, which, as we often see, leave us unmoved. It's quite another to see someone in the flesh making this total gesture of life. Without a reasonable explanation, such a gesture can't be understood unless we assume he's a madman. And he isn't. Something has happened.

Today's readings help us understand what can happen in a life to leave someone totally "captivated." The disciples had fished all night. They were seasoned fishermen, and still they had caught nothing. The Gospel shows how this powerlessness, in their trade and in their lives, weighs on them. When Jesus says, "Put out into deep water and lower your nets for a catch," Peter answers, "Master, we have worked hard all night and have caught nothing." What had happened to Peter that, skilled fisherman that he was, he would open himself to a possibility other than the one his expertise told him to expect? Quite simply, he had already seen that man do certain things, so he could not close himself off to another possibility. It didn't seem reasonable to him. How many things Peter had already seen! The experience he had of Him helped him. "But at your command I will lower the nets," precisely because it is You. Then the unexpected happens, and it fills everyone, Peter above all, with amazement. So much so that he can't help feeling the sheer disproportion between himself (his powerlessness, his fragility, his weakness) and that Presence emerging before his very eyes. On the one hand, he feels the complete closeness of the man standing in front of him. This is not the mysterious figure Jacob wrestled with; this is a man. At the same time, he perceives the sheer disproportion, the boundless "distance," until he feels himself a sinner: "Depart from me, Lord, for I am a sinful man." As the Gospel says, "astonishment at the catch of fish they had made seized him and all those with him." It is the astonishment of the crowd in Mark: "We have never seen anything like this" (Mk 2:12).

Simply having witnessed this extraordinary event makes it reasonable, fully reasonable, for them to accept what they will soon be ready to embrace, when Jesus tells Peter, "Do not be afraid; from now on you will be catching men." And "when they brought their boats to the shore, they left everything and followed him." Only an event like this can make it reasonable to follow Him and leave everything behind: an event that takes hold of their whole life, whose sheer magnitude they feel, and which they can no longer erase from their sight.

That is why the more aware we are of our own fragility and powerlessness, the better we can grasp the significance of that Presence. The more at home the disciples were in their trade, and the more helpless they found themselves to bring in a catch, the more aware they became of the disproportion. And the more that attraction, which filled life with wonder, stood out before their eyes.

Nothing is more reasonable than for someone like Francesco, who has seen this with his own eyes, to decide that the truest, most human, most fitting thing is to yield to that attraction, without which life is not life. This is why St. Paul says, in a beautiful phrase, that Christianity is not a matter of circumcision or uncircumcision (in the sense of religious practices), "but only a new creation" (cf. Gal 6:15). That new creation is born only from this Presence that fills life.

Only such fullness can draw us in so deeply that we don't want to lose it. Not because we have to sacrifice something, but because the real sacrifice would be to lose it! So today his life stands before us as a witness to the "new creation." The life that wells up in Francesco is first of all for him (it has taken hold of him), but it is for all of us too! We so often settle for less, care about nothing, and grow used to "nothingness." For us, his life raises the question: Is it possible to live differently? Can life reach this fullness? Not settling for less is the great challenge, the great struggle that Christ has introduced into history: not letting our lives be lost in nothingness.

That is why this is a celebration for all of us. We are challenged not by a memory of the past (two thousand years is a long time ago), nor by readings we can recite by heart, but by something so present that it can truly take hold of Francesco's life. So it becomes a promise to each of us that we are not condemned to settle for less. A sense of triviality often wins out, as though one thing were as good as another, as though we could decide for ourselves what fills life, what really makes it life!

Taking part in this celebration today is a precious gift for anyone who doesn't want to miss the fullness of life, because Francesco shows us how not to lose it. There is only one way: to recognize the Presence that fills it and to choose to follow that Presence. So we thank him for his "yes," and we ask the Lord to keep drawing him ever closer throughout his life. Then we will have before us people who don't just repeat words to us but bear witness to this life, this superabundance, this fullness. For Christ came to bring life, and life in abundance (cf. Jn 10:10)!

Nothing is more urgent in today's world than people who, whatever form their vocation takes, are presences: witnesses to the possibility of life's fulfillment that Jesus brought into the world. What people today are waiting for, sometimes groping in the dark, sometimes confused, is exactly this: to see what they desire come true in a life. Not as mere words, which interest no one, but as life itself, a life that draws people in, a life that captivates, so that it may stir in them the hope it stirs in him. That is why we thank Francesco for his "yes," and ask that we too may support him with ours.

Perpetual Profession of Francesco Stoppa - Notes from the homily by Fr. Julián Carrón
Benedictine Monastery of Saints Peter and Paul, La Cascinazza – Buccinasco (Milan), Italy
September 19, 2026
(First Reading: Gen 32:23–32; Psalm 27; Second Reading: Gal 6:14–18; Gospel: Lk 5:1–11)

Notes not reviewed by the author

Julián Carrón

Julián Carrón, born in 1950 in Spain, is a Catholic priest and theologian. Ordained in 1975, he obtained a degree in Theology from Comillas Pontifical University. Carrón has held professorships at prestigious institutions, including the Catholic University of the Sacred Heart in Milan. In 2004, he moved to Milan at the request of Fr. Luigi Giussani, founder of Communion and Liberation. Following Giussani's death in 2005, Carrón became President of the Fraternity of Communion and Liberation, a position he held until 2021. Known for his work on Gospel historicity, Carrón has published extensively and participated in Church synods, meeting with both Pope Benedict XVI and Pope Francis.

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